Breaking the Rules

I watched a two-part documentary this week on The Jesus Army — an organisation formed in the 1960s that lasted into the 2000s. In its early days, it was seen as a radical expression of Christianity, encouraging followers to hand over their money and possessions in order to live communally, in what they believed was the way Jesus intended.

But that’s not the controversy that ultimately defined it. By the time the movement came to an end, hundreds of allegations of abuse had emerged — some directed at the organisation’s founder. This, to me, is the reversed Hierophant in action.

The misuse of power is clear: institutional corruption, manipulation, and grooming. But as I sat with the card and the documentary, I found myself drawn to another aspect — one that felt more personal. Many of the early followers chose to step away from the norms of conventional life in order to live differently, outside the rules. And I can relate to that.

I don’t work a 9–5. I don’t keep the same sleep schedule as most people. My work — tarot, writing, creativity — is often seen as unconventional. So when I drew the reversed Hierophant this morning, I initially connected it to the disturbing revelations of the documentary. But with time, I saw how the card was also speaking to something closer to home: the choice to live outside society’s rulebook, to walk a path that doesn’t follow tradition.

I’ve often felt guilty — or been criticised — for not living like others. Sometimes, the way I live has been more of a problem for other people than it ever has been for me. But the reversed Hierophant isn’t always negative. While it can represent the abuse of power and distorted authority, it can also symbolise those who break the rules with integrity and intention — and who find freedom in choosing a different way.

© Steven Bright, 2025